over tha years / sunk in / control-growth-brain / alone / outside yer damn world / an anyone I came attached ta / crumpled / an died / ther ya go / fadin fore me very eyes / now I coulds hav grown / hin-dif-er-ant / deaf n dumb / I did / fixed mong fallin bodies / ther ya go / twer hit not fer me self-conteroll / ya sees / heres I am / hin-ternally ha-ban-dond / n cheerfully present / now / tis it only meself here / holdin out against tha grown death / is I the only boy-fortress? / na / millions a tha buggers / bline ta each other / believ that n yall believ hany thin / arse over arse inta shit heaven / ther ya go